Thursday, October 12, 20067:00 PM

OMG. ((:

Yay! Twist. =D

Last pic before leaving.
Our belongings.
I supposed this is my feet.
sun-tanning or dying? =X
Sumary of today
My sumary of everyday will be lyk this, so long and BORING. ((:
Was hoping that by blogging it this way *, j1* & j2* will be too lazy to read my blog.
Did not sleep one whole nite of ytd and was merely thinking of * & j1*.
Though it was bad to compare the both of them, I really cant help myself.
The moment I tried to close my eyes and slp, my heart really pumped very fast.
Was wishing that I could meet Wann faster, so that I will get tired and able to fall asleep.
Finally, it was 10am.
Despite for not sleeping the whole day, I wasnt tired at all. =D
I walked to that place once more and it will be the last tym for me to go there.
I put my last wish for * at a corner over there and erased off everything I wrote on the pillar.
Bygones are meant to be bygones. =D
AND.. I did something GREAT! I sorta forgive b*.
I called him and told him about my last trip to that place.
He might tell * that I went there and do all those stupid&lame things, but I wouldnt care that much. =D
So.. after going there for the last tym, took a one last look and headed for SENTOSA.
At abt 11.30pm, we reached PALAWAN BEACH.
OMG. I m simply in love with the BEACH. =D
The water was looking so inviting and I immediately rushed for it.
Opps. I kinda forget that I m the waterproof girl for the day.
I was lyk applying sun-block on my face as I always get sun burn easily.
When I came out of the water, OH MY, the droplets juz couldnt get out of my face, they were lyk glue sticking there.
Wann said that I m waterproof for today. =.=
Haiis. If my medical condition allow, I really hoped I could go to the beach everyday.
That is lyk so IMPOSSIBLE. =[ Mum will nvr allow me to do so.
I was lyk building sandcastles in the air for at least every 15 mins intervals.
I think I sorta agreed with Lionel of saeing that god is unfair.
Sry Wann. I noe I shouldnt have said that, but eu should noe wad I mean.
I do not get wad I deserve. I do not get wad I wanted. NVM. ((:
LALALA.
And so, we went to the toilet to get change. HAIIS. Cant bear to leave the beach. =[
I saw some 2D schoolmates over there. So qiao. =D
The stupid me suggested something. "Let's go and rent the bicycles!"
Though Wann said that she doesnt noe hw to ride, I thnk I force her to do so by saeing that she could learn it by 5 mins.
We rent 2 bicycles for $10 I think.
Went to the bicycle track and I tried my best to help Wann to cycle.
She couldnt balance herself on the bike and 30 mins past lyk this.
I was frustrated then.
We haven even move out of the place and under the scorching sun, I m sweating lyk fuck.
AHH. I threw my temper at her, and asked her to stop trying.
I was lyk screaming :"HAO LA. STOP TRYING LA. NO USE LE."
After shouting, I felt so horrible that I sat down on the ground and I cried. =[
I m so useless la. CRY CRY CRY but am glad that Wann nvr see becuz I do not wish her to worry abt me for being so useless.
(Wann: If eu read this, I wanted to tell eu that eu are really my best fren and sry for being such a useless fren.)
CANT FORGET A GUY AND CRIED? I wouldnt be so lame to do so ba.
SRY!! Haiis. I wasnt myself juz nw. * & j1* kept popping into my mind. AHH.
Under the sun, I really feel lyk fainting and I didnt noe riding a bike is so difficult for eu. =[
SRY ONCE MORE.
I noe I shldnt have put too much of my personal emotions till I cant even concentrate.
Alrite, I will changed. I will show * that I could live my life better than anyone else. =D
THAT IS OUR PROMISE!! ((:
Although, there are some kinda quarrel and duno-wad-to-call-that, I think I realised that I couldnt have hang on till now without her support. THKS THKS. =D
Den..
We trudged our way back to QUEENSTOWN MRT.
I flat a taxi. Too tired and lazy to walk back home le.
Was being di-siao by the taxi driver for dunno wad is left and right. =.=
ERRR..
Wann came over to my hse and I showed her something to prove that I m always right abt * and all of my EX'es.
Of cos she agreed. ((:
Actually, I m supposed to post a story abt.. NVM.
Sry Wann once more, I didnt post it becuz I think I shouldnt have care so much for him anymore and so I deleted that entry. =D
LALALA.
I wanted to be mean and evil but I cant, becuz eu are my PAST. =D
There is no longer a need to do so just to get attention. WAKAKAKA. =X
NO ATTENTION-SEEKER!
So tired today, confirm can slp. =]
OH YEA, I almost forget.
To j1*: If eu happen to read all this, just hope that eu will find me a da-sao cos I think that being ur sis is better than being ur l**p*. ((: FRENS 4EVA! =D
To j2*: Plaeing basketball is great! But must rmb to take care of urself ar. Dun plae till so late hor. =D