2nd post.
Every single minute when noone is talking to me,
my mind will go !#@!?.
It is really lyk hell.
Eu noe what is hell???????
Basically ignoring everyone and this is HELL.
Okays, I didn't avoid my girl friends.

If eu lyk someone, will eu msg her/him everyday to check if he/she is alrite?
If eu lyk someone, will eu give up?
If eu lyk someone, will eu avoid?
Answer those questions please.
I have sent thousands of SMS's but some people ignored it.
I have said my feelings but some people ignored it.
I have been sacarstic but some people don't get it.
I really need just one person to care, but noone does.

Everyone is so packed up with their own stuff.
And I m goal-less.
How I wish I have had a crush on some guys so I don't have to think of other someone(s).
How I wish he had not been so direct.
How I wish he* never leave me.
How I wish he could continue to lie.
How I wish he* could msg me again.

When eu are so in love with him, he* appeared.
He* treated eu very well and eu are touched.
That is not love, but it is very tempting.
Eu couldn't bear to leave him because he really matters alot.
For a moment, he* became nothing.
It wasn't fair at all right?
YUP.
Still got more.
Eu didn't want to leave him, yet eu still think of him*.
Eu broke contact with him* to be fair to him.
In the end, he still choose to leave eu.
Den, eu are left with noone.
Blame who?
URSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Noone understands wad I am toking about rite?
LALALALA.
I am bull-shiting.

AHHHHHhhh..
It is really difficult to choose.
I gave him the choice.
I wasn't the one in the first place.
Goshhhhh..
Staring into blank spaces.
LUST VS LOVE.
Actually I noe which is lust and which is love.
I chose the one I love but nvm.
Sae le give him choose le den why I still lyk this.
AHHHhh..
I better control myself.
Don't msg him anymore!!
I did not since lyk.. ytd!
JIA YOUUUUuu..
ONE MORE DROP OF TEARS, I SHALL DIEEEEeee again.

BU YAO XIANG TA LE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!