Went for dental appointment.
Dentist said I got small jaws den need wear for lyk 3 yrs++.
Suffering from muscles cramp.
Honey and I were experiencing similar problem.
I was luckier because many people don't get to love,but I do and I had it twice.
God gave me 2 wonderful steads that I used to have.
Both of them were a short relationship,
but I am really contented.
想要的东西，只能在喜欢的人身上找到。

It was when..

I don't mind getting hurt....
I lost my pride....
I changed myself....
I went to that place....
I created that blog....
I cried....
I laughed....
I pierced....
I pretended nothing had actually happened....
I made myself believe the ridiculous facts....
I hold back my tears every night....
I wanted to be embraced every moment....
I am afraid to dream....
I said the name for at least 100 tyms everyday....
I blamed myself....
I am stabbed....
I prayed....
I hoped....

I realised; My heart does not belong to me anymore.