Wednesday, April 09, 20085:29 AM

Dearest friends,
Perhaps this post will do all the talking.


We'd broken up already, a couple of weeks ago in case you guys didn't know.
I was sad initiately but don't ask me why you can still see him playing outside.
I mean, we're different. It may takes a shorter time for him to heal.

The 5 hours I waited at the staircase,
I folded don't-know how many hearts.
Eh, anw, I folded each&every one of them, not bought. :/
Well, I was expecting a reply to go home but nah.
People having fun outside right?
Only curiosity kills, so he went back to see.
No, not just him. With his friends. LOL.
I'm such a joker, desperate or whatever you call.
Doing this, makes me feel better, so why not?
& why are you guys calling him jerk? He's not.
Perhaps he doesn't love me, but I know he once likes me.
Whether or not, love or like, a 5 month relationship can't prove anything.
So yeah.
I hope you guys can be a little more sensitive when talking to me.
Because, I don't have ultra super power!
The wound won't just disappear, it needs time to heal.
It hurts so much, I'm kinda numb. lol.

Lastly, sorry. I didn't mention this to some of my close friends.
I'm so sorry.
It's not that I'm leaving you guys out.
I can't face up even till now.
That's why I didn't log in MSN for a whole of 2 weeks.
Give me some more time yeah.
I will prove you double! :D

Well well well!
Time to bathe and go and school! :D