It was so demoralising , really .
When more than half of the paper , you are writting crap which you jolly-well know you'll merely deserve 2 strokes beside it . Ah well .
People will usually say , " It o's that matter " .
In this case , I will suggest , " Stop lying . "
I've to admit , it all came to me only a day before the english exams . I'm still playing before that .
It was all too late when I'm just starting to clear memories , now , when everything seemed to be some kinda reality . :O Living life outside home home home , which supposed to be a place full of warmth , was a cycle to me .
I don't even know that mummy had renovated a room for my maid so that I can have the privacy . There was even an adopted rabbit .
It only dawned on me that daddy went overseas today , when , I just couldnt bear to go out no more . I don't understand why can't I just really , let those pictures run down like tears . You know like those type when you cried and you'll feel better ? EEKS . Its so _____ . It just make me feel like . . . puking so much man . Its so disgusting . :O The sight of myself . ______ .
Anyway , the only way to save myself is to get out of GESS asap , really . And I'll be moving house very soon next year . So , redhill , tiong baru , bukit merah , GOODBYE .
& I'm not changing for anyone dude . Noone will do me such a huge impact .
If I could change , I wouldn't be ranting here .
KIWI MASK ON MONDAY WITH xiuxiuxiuxiuxiu !
& Hazel brown today , prolly .