Its painted

2009-02-19T12:13:00.003+08:00

Well it had been very long since I'm on blogger .

Btw , mentioned this a millionth time , but still , people dont know .

I've moved . (:

Click on the cartoon below for my livejournal

[In case you guys still dont know and thought that I'm gone for good :O]

2009-01-13T09:29:00.002+08:00

I got 6 straight B's and 1 A's .
And it caused tears rolling down liked no fking business .
I can't get in JC , to be precise , I can't get in the JC I wanted to .
So yeah , I'm heading to business in SP .
I'd rather get in a good course in poly than to get in a lousy JC which double minus my chances of getting into uni .

Thanks for all ya consoling .

anyway , my LJ may have some problems cause I cant verify the mail , like wth hotmail not working so i think i changing to gmail . Sian .

2009-01-08T15:55:00.004+08:00

PEEPS , I'VE 2 BLOGS FROM NOW ONWARDS :p

http://keywi.livejournal.com/

I'll be switching , and randomly blog between these 2 blogs . (:

But for the time being , LJ .

CURIOUS TO SEE SOME PICTURES OF SOMEONEEEE ?

HAHAHA click on my lj .

2009-01-02T21:12:00.003+08:00

Well , time passes by like no people business . Before I'd do a proper planning about life , I realised I'm left with some shitty diediemustdodecisions .

I came across this letter behind a toilet door , like wth toilet door i know but its rather meaningful and I post it here ! Which is picture 3 and the date is my birthday ! :D Only lame and boring girls like me would take a snap of this , but come on , someone who is willing to change , deserve forgiveness . Okay , maybe not everyone deserve that but , its depends on the situation uh .

and I find myself very stubborn . Luckily I didnt write something like , " stop being so stubborn cause noone loves stubborn ox " as one of the new year resolutions .

I came across someone's msn nick saying " Promises are meant to be broken "

Okay very cliche but I certainly do agree . Yesterday while watching those new year dedications at teevee , many teenagers actually sent in messages like , " darling i love you forever " " You're my everything baby . I'd love you 1314 "

Can someone love another forever ? Haha , I remembered when I was in a relationship last time , used to say this , but TATA , all bull-shit . It just gives the opposite a sense of security and nothing more . No matter how much you love , how much you wanna care for someone , what you can do is limitied . Okay , I mean at this age . Haha . So , promises are meant to be broken ?

Wheee , today's my dardie's birthday ! :D

& Wann's birthday too .

Happy birthday both !

2009-01-01T22:36:00.003+08:00

Happy new year ! :D

Received loads of sms'es and reception yesterday was bad like expected .
Anyway , bet most of you guys had some awesome countdown with friends/family or some lovely-dovely date with boyfie/darling . I did neither of them cause mummy not in s'pore and got no mood for any hard core celebration . I just merely met up my 2 lovely besties with their batt-less phones and ended up bringing home to charge for them . Haha . At least I didn't spend it at home facing the computer ! (:

I sticked to my resolutions btw cause some people don't believe that I'd do so ?
No alcohol during new year , reached home like 1045pm though a bit exceeded expected timing blah blah blah .

Good luck everyone going school tomoro ! (:

anyway seriously need to meet up sundram and gang .
miss them . aw but they dont miss me at all . lol
Will be in malaysia during weekends .
text me after thattttt .

2008-12-29T21:41:00.005+08:00

Too early for new year resolution ?

But I just feel like doing this early when I know what I want . :D

New year , new mind , new heart , a brand new start ! (:

1. Leave no footprints of 2008

2. A curfew of 10pm on weekends , 8pm on weekdays

3. No more hangover / alcohol except breezer

4. Handphone bill not exceeding 30$

5. Action speaks louder than words

6. Stop thinking that everyone is as high as you .

7. Be a 24/7 friend .

8. Build no aircastle of having abc boyfie .

9. No more skinnies and be more like a girl please .

10. Study hard , you're going jc !

btw , I've sorta locked all my previous posts .

Start afresh , why look back ? So there is No archives . (:

And please do not underestimate me , when I'm determine to do something , I will do and its a must ! So my pretty 10 resolutions , I'm sticking to it . :D

2008-12-27T15:25:00.003+08:00

I guessed I really love to upload overdued pictures .
Lol cause very lazy to transfer pictures from phone and always ended up waiting for friends to upload . Anyway anyway , a few days back , met up with my childhood friends . Esp Teeyang , I didnt see him for at least 1.5 years and I realised everyone changed ! I tried the hongkong dim sum shop too other than the usual pasta mania that day and the pork rice thing was great ! :D

The background was the playground which we used to play at 6 years back . All the memories are still freshly-occupied in my mind .
& then these 2 pictures were taken during flea market . Not sure about the date .
AW . But I remembered that day , laopor and I wore similar . And we did not plan anything beforehand . (: GREAT MINDS THINK ALIKE .

OH YEAH , FOR CHRISTMAS' EVE PICTURES , PLEASE GO TO XIUXIU'S BLOG AND SEE .
i very lazy . :P

2008-12-25T23:50:00.002+08:00

I've to say , this will be another story-telling post . I went blog-hopping just and read many people's blog , and realised too that many people is changing . Perhaps I see this world too lightly , there're many things I've yet to know and to find the key to enter this world .

Christmas was supposed to be a special one but I guessed , I was wrong . Sometimes I didnt want past memories to come back to me . I wished I'd magnetic power , so I could repel and attract memories as and when I wanted to . But I couldn't . Sadly . Everyone has their own story to tell , so why should I be the exception ? I do want a pair of listening ears too and could pour everything out regardless of anything . Aw , ironically , I chose to isolate my phone and appeared offline . Any mode of communication that I could get with anyone , I want to avoid . Weird ? I can't face this world with a sad and sunken heart . and I don't know how to , too . :/

I'm so weird , hahaha .

Like I want people to care for me , shower me with love and everything . On the other hand , I can't accept it wholeheartedly . Even my closest friends , sometimes I do feel like running away from them . They saw how high I went and how low I fall , spent almost everything together but I still feel that , its not enough . Not enough to fill the hole in my heart . I don't know why too . I don't know if anyone ever experience this before . Like for an instance , you tell the world you like someone and amazingly , you really did . But after a while , the feelings just faded off . Cause of every words he said which felt like a stab and everything single thing you saw just reminds you of that person . And for once , you find yourself , cold-blooded . You shut the gate to your heart and wanna try to find back the old feelings . When a duplicate of him just appeared in front of your eyes , you find yourself uncontrollably wanna get closer to that person . But purely , there wasnt any heart to heart thing . How will you judge someone like this ?

Okay , enough of my story .

MERRY CHRISTMAS and I hope I'd get well soon .

Nevertheless , ty sundram , taj and ashar for the day . (:

Perhaps my day will be worst without you guys . Haha .

2008-12-24T00:01:00.003+08:00

I'm fooking sick now , down with terrible , horrible flu and you people must be thinking why I don't wanna rest . The reason is , picasa is irritating me . Bshop is taunting me . I wanna enjoy xmas but with this flu ... will I still ? Urgh . I hope my laopor sees this , I'm just dead tired to tell her that my picasa aint working and I'm terribly hella tired right now . Initially I thought the flu was just temporary , like because of the pile of dust collected at my desk , and after drinking tons of ginger plus lemon , I will be fine . But hell not , its still torturing me right now . I think I got this from teeyang . Lol , well , that is one xmas present from him haha , flu . nahmind , FLU not going to kill me . At most , no cold drinks ? and I normally dislike cold drinks too .

Well well , time to make some wishes since xmas is around the corner .
Firstly , I shall not hope for world peace cause this world can never be PEACEful (Twist)
Haha okay , I want good results for O's . (Who doesn't want ?) I know . :/
I dont want any expensive present , like psp ? Why want a psp ? @.@
People should treasure every single precious moments they had . Perhaps its just a normal meal with friends , ordinary outing , but have you thought that it may be the last one ? You never know what will happen next , so treasure it before its too late . Dont regret cause there's not always a turning back , a stepping stone .

MERRY XMAS EVERYONE , will be off till boxing day .

2008-12-22T20:56:00.002+08:00

I got inspired by some novel covers and decided to blog about it . (:

I remembered when I was young , prolly primary school periods , I thought christmas is something like tooth fairy thing . You know , put your rotten teeth under bed then the hidden teeth will turned to candies , lollipops . Then when I grow up , I realised many people take this opportunity to indulge in guilty shopping . It's an valid excuse which I'm using now too . CHRISTMAS = GSS = SHOPPING . Haha , even a simple equation like this , noone can fault me . Speaking of which , I missed ZOUK today . :/ hope you guys have fun .

Mei you yuan fen go ZOUK . lol .

I think my chinese is improving . I understand singaporeans rojak chinese now . Mixing hokkien , chinese , malay everything into one sentence . How unique singaporeans can be . (:

So people now no longer call me WOLS , which is supposed to be spelt backwards .

and i gotta choose to end this post abruptly . BB . :P

2008-12-21T21:24:00.003+08:00

Hello people , I'm here giving my apple a little attention . I realise lappy provides better resolution eh but its laggy . Well , nothing is perfect . (: in addition , the pictures which i just bluetooth , is once again taking forever and the file isnt very big , like 800kb only but still , it only managed to upload one . Sad thing is , my blog readers only get to see my face ! No faces of my laopor and friends cause I got no patience to wait for the pictures to load .

NOT BLAMING APPLE , BUT REALLY SLOW . zzz . lol .

I gotta say , want more updates , pictures ? NEXT POST ! when i'm using back my dearest desktop . :D

Xmas is drawing nearer . hohohoho , last year's xmas was great but i bet this year's will be better . No boyfriend , nothing wrong . =D

2008-12-19T12:12:00.002+08:00

My phone is finally working ! (:
And have been busy lately with Bshop , outings and I'm going KBOX today .
Its time to improve my chinese and not using substitution when I came across strange&weird characters . Haha .

& My laopor is updating her blog , so people please do go to her blog and seeeeee . =D
Oh yes , I'm allergy to carrots , cause me to have red spots on my lips after eating them ytd .

Lastly , dont get so emo people .
Enjoy X'mas and year 2009 will be a better one ! (:

there will be a flea market tomoro at BUGIS .

2008-12-15T23:05:00.002+08:00

My N78 is giving me hell loads of problem . I can't just transfer pictures from phone , have to install a bloody software which is ... NOT WORKING ?!?
My damn fook , I'm supposed to be eating my supper now and watching teevee but because I've to stay beside my phone and watch you load , I miss all these . Argh .

I'm going malaysia tomoro to visit grandma .
I need .. PHONE WITH MUSIC .
NOT A PHONE TO SMS LIKE SMS TO MALAYSIA IS 5 CENTS EACH .
ah forget it . I'M GIVING UP .

dont make me say i hate nokia .
dont make me say i hate everythingggggggggg .
no pictures cause cant transfer images .
and i'm swearing already just imaging how pissed i'm .

2008-12-14T12:51:00.002+08:00

I finally understood why guys always say girls are fickle-minded . Cause I remembered clearly yesterday afternoon , I was bragging " money is nothing " than now , I think money is something . No money no new clothes . ): And GSS is drawing nearer each day . Blogshop not earning much . Family problems arising = BYE BYE SHOPPING . HOW ? ): I really dont wanna spent everyday staring at the monitor , advertising blogshop and chasing after all the newly released drama . But , everyone seemed to be throwing me aside at home . Momma and papa at malaysia , bro at sister's house . Friends all working ~ And I'm one lazy pig waiting to be called out . Lol .

My arse got glued to sofa , eyes stucked at the screen , fingers super itchy , sms like 900's within 12 days . Fook , fooky . I'm looking forward to xmas and 2009 . New environment , JC , I hope . Kay , let me start planning , everyday daydreaming will get me no where .

I want grandma to wake up from coma , cause she got to know , all of us love her so much , we want to spend momma's birthday and xmas all tgt . :/ I can't hope for the worst . Everything is going to be fine . Fine , girl . Its going to be okay .

2008-12-13T12:59:00.010+08:00

I'm supposed to be out now but kena delayed den kena cancelled . wth did I used the word " kena " . lol .
I wanna type bear and goat here but I'm nice , shall not say anything else . :P
HOHOHOHO , it sounds like I'm going to say " Merry Christmas " next , but sadly , not .

Vivo pictures yesterday uploaded . (:
Should I describe the pictures ? I think my brain doesnt want me to do that cause it had been repeating words of zzz into my mind every now and then .
Pictures do the talking . They do ?

My camera are filled with shy people who doesnt want to take pictures . The above 2 are the good examples .

I should be using this opportunity to take blogshop pictures , like now with makeup done and hair done , but lazy lazy lazy . ): and everyone is working . 2 weeks ago , I thought working is everything , cause money is everything nowadays . Now , its nothing . Money doesn't mean anything and I can have fun without having to pay a single cent . In addition , working means bringing yourself into a fatigue state and made holidays , tiring and boring . My holidays were supposed to be fun and enjoyable . =D

Anyway , people who were very concerned about me and him .
I think , I'm okay with him already . My mum was right . Taj was right . Leng was right . Honey was right . My friends were all right . Sometimes , people made mistakes . Sometimes , I made mistakes too . If I can't forgive , I'll not see whats better for me . And I myself know what he did for me , and should be satisfied already . (:

2008-12-12T12:10:00.011+08:00

I was like digging all the past photos and am glad I got some photos left in comp =D
Today is a big day , my bestie's birthday ! (:
All the pictures damn damn outdated already but they meant everything , everything we've been through tgt .

She'd been through breakups , disappointments , happy moments , everything with me . So many ups and downs .

When everyone else gave up on me , she didn't .

When I thought its the end of world , with her by my side , I felt like my world is still brighhhhhhhhhhhhht and shiny (:

I wouldn't be what I'm now without her , without her support , withour her caring .

So on her birthday , I want her to feel special .

I want her to know she's not just anybody . (:

I love you :D

A very big thankyou to those who turned up for yilin's bbq yesterday .

Leng , Karen , Pearl , Shermane , Samuel , Daphne , Firdaus , Dina , Aneesah , Fadly , Ivan , Xunhao , Clinston , Hyeon , Yongle , Zhongyan and Cheryl .

We totally forgot to take a class picture . WTHxzxz

2008-12-11T12:21:00.001+08:00

bu liang xiao hua OST

DRAMA MARATHON .

BU LIANG XIAO HUA .

WORTH STREAMING DIRECTLY FROM YOUTUBE INSTEAD OF TUNING IN TO CHANNEL U EVERY 7PM .

I watched 11 eps within a day and now youtube under maintanence ?!? ):

1 more day to my beloved's wife birthday . :D

2008-12-05T19:43:00.004+08:00

WAWA gave Faris a belated birthday yesterday .
Full of surprises but by far , the most , most , most exciting birthday celebration we did for anyone . And also , we did not expect SUNDRAM to be such a good actor and fooled all of us including meeeeee . Lol .

Yesterday , met up the rest , except the birthday boy in early noon to get ready all the stuff . Then Sundram gotta go off earliar followed by Hazim . Waka , all dont wanna work already so I think , I'll just be a good girl this holidays and stay at home . Working is not for moi .

The birthday song at pizzahut sounded like some xmas song , caused Shahlihin to keep asking " what is that ? " and almost sang to the tune of jingle bells . The waitress den brought the cake forward to Faris . He was shocked and me too , bubbling air into the cup of cola to prevent myself from laughing . Ah , I just can't stop laughing for whatever reason .

See the boy , tears of joy !

Totally exhausted now , too . Happy monthly , sad me . Aw .
Gotta pray that my check-up tomoro will be a good one and I can say bye bye to lalalalala . Yeah and I cannot eat till tomoro morning . :/

2008-12-04T12:59:00.010+08:00

I think lazy-ness is creeping all over me again .
Uploading pictures seem to be a forever thing . Ah , whatever . lol .
Anyway , I did enjoy the cold weather , nice food , cheap things , ONLY only , the toilets are like ?!#@ , sometimes you'll be wondering if its worth making a trip there .
They gave us 1 hour to shop , just a mere 1 hour , what can we dooooo ? Window shopping and we went , " eh go in there leh " , " the bus is here , lets go ! "
So yeah , ended up not buying things which I wanted to buy for friends . :/
My marmie and my purple contacts . Waka .

" Yuan " , it means fate .

Tea plantation where I tried the strawberry tea .

I feel so berryyy though I can say , I don't like this fruit .

It tastes sour and why , they are famous for that ?

& P.S : They did not sell nice chocolates .

We went genting too , to try out the theme park , food which are expensive , shops which sell things that are in fixed price , meaning in both s'pore and malaysia , same price . Imagine one cup of milo , cost about $5 .

I know I'm complaining , but I did had fun . (:

Sometimes I think , you should stop being yourself .

Sometimes I think , you're just making use of yourself .

Why life have to be this way when people are just making use of each other ?

Why can't you like me for who I am ?

Why can't I like you for who you are ?

Why are we expecting each other to change ?

If we did change , will it be a turning point , or actually we're just walking in to a place without an exit ?

Or better still , when people say they did not want a change , deep down in their hearts , they are hoping you to say , " Change for me to prove me "

Whats there to prove ? I can't change for anyone , except myself dude .

Do you realise , they are not doing anything for me .

They are doing for other more important people , people whom they love and love them .

& It was supposed to be a genting/cameron post .

Then I started ranting again .

& questioning myself , " Are you trying to run away without leaving a trace of hurt ? "

and can you really leave when every single thing reminds me of you .

LAUGH OUT LOUD .

Anw , going out later , to MARINA . WITHHHH FARIS , ZAKI , MOOTEE . =D

No sad no sad , they are my sunshine . (:

2008-12-03T11:24:00.004+08:00

This quiz is from Faris ! (:
Speaking of which , wheeee , tomoro is THURSDAY dude ! Though I'm still waiting for sundram's call who claims that " I'm working now la dey , call you later " LOL .

1. Who is the person who tagged you?
- Muhammad Faris Bin Samri ( I got his full name from his blog , Lol )

2. Relationship between you and him?
- Bandmate , friends , he's WAWA's drummer !

3. Five impression of him?
- Crazy , likes pineapple cheese , friendly , cuteeeeee and er , I think .. sociable ? Though sociable goes with friendly . Heh .

4. If he becomes your enemy , will you?
- It will never happen though or I'll fly away to some lalaland . haha

5. What would you like to say to the person you like very much?
- Take care and it'll be alright (:

6. Characteristic I like about myself?
- Able to persuade people easily . =D

7. Characteristic i hate about myself?
- Nag nag and naggy which sounds like auntie .

8. For the person you hate you say?
- I don't want you in my world .

9. What do people feel about you?
- I don't know ? Bad comments are usually not mentioned .

10. Your crush?
- Haha , don't have . Trust me !

11. Pass this to 10 ppl

1. Xiuxiu
2. Yilin
3. Shella
4. Karen
5. Kangliang
6. Samuel anggg
7. Kheng Leng
8. Kaihweeee~
9. Jessabelle
10. Vera

12. If 5 & 7 were tgt?
- No , I highly doubt they will anyway .

13. What does 5 like?
- Er , I guess he used to like .. ahem but now , I dont know . Lol .

14. What colour does number 9 like?
- Shit , I forgot . ): I think white .

15. Say something about number 8?
- She likes pink , she likes cow and most importantly , she loves ME !

16. Who is number 2?
- Laopor , love , my bestie of the bestie ! (:

17. Talk about number 3?
- I've spent 2 years with her in the same classroom !

18. Who's number 10's best friend?
- Haha , I think there's only one . Pamela !

19. Who is the sexiest among the 10 people?
- LEE YI LIN~ My laopor the sexiest babe .

20. What colour does 4 like?
- Er er , I think gold ? I dont remember . ): I only know she likes chipmunk .

21. Is 4 single?
- Yes .

22. Your relationship with number 1?
- Ah , friends , goooood friend ! =D

23. Are 5 & 6 bestfriends ?
- They dont even know each other .

24. 9's surname?
- =x =x =x Kay , I forgot like almost anything everything . Lol .

25. 7's nickname?
- She's my kuai le , laopor's kuai le .

26. Say something to 8
- I love you more than words , honey . =D

27. Say something to help 9.
- She dont need help la , but I wanna meet her soooon cause I miss her damn badly .

28. Who does number 1 admire?
- Lol , kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk . =x

29. Where does number 1 lives?
- Telok Blangah , somewhere there .

30. Does 10 of them know who you like?
- No , cause I don't like anyone . If like means BGR .

31. Say something to 6 when you see him?
- Pig who is taller than meeeeeeeeeee .

32. 10's spouse?- JAJAJAJAJA .

GENTING , CAMERON PICTURES NEXT POST !

2008-11-28T15:38:00.008+08:00

Our Memories
Hey, superwoman. You’re everywhere. Today is the eighteenth of June. The time is now seven in the evening, and you had just scolded me two hours ago, and I have decided to do this, so that I would not forget our memories.

Do you remember the first time that we met?

When I first saw you, you were sitting three desks away from me, your eyes always on the teacher. We were both seven years old that year, and that was when I believed in love at first sight: For a few minutes later, we kept on staring at each other.

“Hey,” I walked towards you and started the conversation, do you remember?

“What?” You said, your voice still a girlish tone. When you turned to face me, you did not smile.

"Can I borrow a pencil?” I whispered.

“You don’t have a pencil?”I shook my head, wondering if our classmates had heard us.

“Okay.” You reached into your Hello Kitty pencil box and scooped out a mechanical pencil. I almost jumped back, for that kind of pencil cost more than two dollars.

“So expensive.” I said.

“Do you want it, or not?”

“Okay!” I took it. The class suddenly went still and quiet. I glanced up and saw a big-sized woman strolling into the classroom.

“Why are you moving around?” The big woman pointed at me. All our classmates looked at you and me.

“She…” I pointed at you with the pencil. “She wanted to borrow a pencil from me. She told me to come here to pass her the pencil.” I said and put the pencil on your table before running back to my seat.

Did you remember that you turned and stared at me eighteen times during Miss. Teo’s lesson? Eighteen times; I had counted every single stare.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
http://www.goodybooks.com/toforgetyou3.htm

Please click on the link and read the story . Its really touching and every words just picture how singaporeans treat love as .

I guessed there is no need to hide anymore . Everyone knew what I did already . I want to see that smile still shinning brightly , and I do everything just for that regardless of what people think because you're not me , you'll not know how I feel and what I want . Don't care dont care dont care anymore . There is no point denying facts , denying what my heart tells me . I'll be away for a few days and when I'm back , I'll start afresh . No looking back , no turning back . I hope what I left behind wasn't some silly memories . For which I'll not forget you , but never to remember . Good luck (:

Anyway , I think I'll be in genting by the time someone gets to read this . CIAO ! (:

2008-11-26T22:45:00.003+08:00

Another day of rotting-ness had just past and I'll be heading to genting this SATURDAY ! Haha , it doesnt sound as impressive as going to places like Aussie , Japan , but this is my first time .
My first ever time going to shop to heaven , cause I heard there are sales over there . Teehee . Every girl loves shopping , me too !

And I've also decided to change my faulty and lousy w910i .
But , I gotta wait till my plan reach a year .
Currently , 1 more week to go before I'd get my N78 .
Although I don't really like the buttons , I rather n73 , everything seems perfectly fine then .

I'm still waiting for Ahern's new book . December ~
Haha , anyway , all her books are sweet , touching and .. unpredictable .
Including this one which I blogged about .
Which explains how 2 people who initially don't know each other somehow felt a thing for one another without even knowing how the other looked like . Through dreams , imagination , they pictured each other . Nice nice nice nice !
& Lastly , the drama which Samuel introduced .
Though the plot is kinda far fetched , like who played bball this way ? Lol , but I enjoyed watching cause of the cute cute jerry yen and wu zun . Hahah .
Nothing to blog about already . I find holidays boring , especially mine .
Like everyday drama , job-hunting , story book , job hunting .
Man , where is my lifeeeee ?

2008-11-24T20:28:00.004+08:00

I guessed this phrase probably appeared in everyone's blog ; JOB HUNTING .
It wasn't as easy as expected , pay not expected etc etc . Just finding jobs itself cause me to go , wooooshmamaliya . ( In case you don't know what I mean , I meant , oh-ma-it-is-damn-tiring )
Instead of dreaming of a well-paid part time job , I'd now like to stick to a just-to-gain-exp-job . Its so much easier and you don't feel stress and disappointed . Tsk , remember , what you want is just experience . So we zoomed from like , suntec , toy'r'us , Sasa , eng wah , 7-11 its a store and more , lol , den okay , we applied in a total of 6 jobs and I dont know how many phone calls made . So yeah , please just grant me with any .. I just want to kill time , dont wanna die thinking of crap . :O :O :O

Speaking of which , my W910i was sent for service again and its the 12th time this year . 12th time ?!?!? =.=

I don't know if you'll be reading this , but just to say I read the card you wrote already .
I'm not mentally prepared for anything yet .
I can't give you an answer but I'm touched at what you did .
Give me some time alright ?
But I really don't know how long ..
Because there are really many things happening this few days , I don't know how to manage my emotions well .
Anw yeah , I know you care , thats enough already .

2008-11-20T15:15:00.020+08:00

I'm back from chalet and instead of laying on my bed to dream of my $20 chicken wings , I've decided to come to revive my blog . Haha .
There were too many pictures taken and its taking forever to upload every single one on blogger so I'm just going to post a few and the rest , please click on the link below , at the bottom of this entry (: I'd post them all at my xanga .

At the hotel , before prom

Special thanks to karen's bro's gf for the make up . =D

Mr ben tan ! (:Yukai . I'm sure he's in everyone's camera .

Mr Chan ! So cute so cute ! HAHA .

& me me me me . (:

LINK IS HERE PEOPLE ! Do check out them cause there may be some pictures in there which you guys want and its faster if you save it at the ablum yourself than sending in thru sharing folder . (:

http://photo.xanga.com/akamurakiwi/1d2bf221389985/photo.html?rewrite=true&album=f477b017243824&n=10

I'll talk about class chalet another day . I'm totally freaking out , uploading all the pics in 5 pathetic hours . hahahahahaha . I love prom night cause everyone's looking dropped dead gorgeous . It will be one day that etched in my heart forever . (: I love 4H and for once I've to admit that , I LOVE GESS !

TOMORO IS FARIS'S BIRTHDAY . A bit random , yeah but I wanna type it out here first in case I didnt have a chance to online . HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAWA'S DRUMMER !

2008-11-18T12:27:00.004+08:00

PROM PROM .
Haha , I just got home from hotel and gotta rush for my class chalet now .
Seen WAWA in formal clothes ?
Sundram being nominate as prom king ?
Many many shocking surprises ?
HAHAHAH , tell you guys more when I'm back from chalet .
Cya ! (:

2008-11-15T22:45:00.005+08:00

My darling makes my day !
What a title to start , but I hope I can cheer her up cause she's feeling moody and I wanna chase all the dark clouds away from her . =D

Today is a long day I swear , cause I've been having consecutive outings day after day but I'm so happy cause it kept me occupied all day long . (:

Rec is one of the most , THRILLED thriller I've ever watched . Shrill screamings from the both girls and then surprisingly , some guy , screamed too . If anyone is interested to pay money and dig the guts out of your body , please do watch and you'll definitely not regret .

The rest of the pictures , come and view at my xanga if you're interested .
http://photo.xanga.com/akamurakiwi/92542220685346/photo.html?rewrite=true&album=f5c5a42d2f0d24&n=10

Happy prom , cheer up kiwi .
Your world is still bright up there , without one person , two faces , three thoughts .

2008-11-14T11:22:00.004+08:00

Things shouldn't be judge from one angle . Things shouldn't be view from her angle only . If you were in my shoes , will you stand for your friend , or otherwise ? What about knowing that your friend had cried for her , will you ask her to shut up and get on with life ? Or get helpless and pretend nothing had happen ? I chose to vent my anger , which is a mistake initially . It caused me to lose my pillar of support but it makes me see what I can never predict . It dawned on me , I can live without boyfriend , without love , but feeling incomplete without that support , someone who everyone claims was the best ever . Can you people imagine , I'm losing that already . I'm just as sensitive to realise all this before o's but my instincts tell me that I'm thinking too much . Even someone as close to me , even someone whom I trust the most , can leave me without blinking an eye . I shouldn't be crying right now cause things which doesn't belong to me , will leave me in the end . Just like that , the friendship , all the times spent together went to drain . So I think this is the right time that we all had graduated . Cause he didnt realise , even the whole world falls on me , after one hard cry , I can forget everything . Because he cant tolerate me for blaming his love . Because he cant tolerate my wishful thinking of siding my friend . Because he dont know , how much he meant to me and thats why I told him everything . I guess , its just my bad . I shouldn't bother too much , I shouldnt give in all , I shouldn't try all ways to get you back to how we used to . Cause I know , this will never happen . I never tried losing a close friend before , but now I do . Its suck cause it is 10000 times worst than a break up . I dont know how to tell my mum too that I've lose a friend because of all the stupid things . Holidays come in handy right now , to allow me to have plenty of time to forget all this . Only to remember what that still stays within me . I'm a bossy , selfish girl I know . Cause in your eyes , I can never be better . In case you didn't realise , I'm just putting up all the smiles on my face , to make you feel that I'm okay . This is what you want I guess , for me to leave and never do anything so silly that makes you feel unneccessary . I just want to say , thank you for the friendship . Thanks for being there for me whenever I need you for the past few months . Thanks for the memories my dearest friend . and now , I will erased you off my mind .

2008-11-13T20:29:00.009+08:00

O's are finally OVER , OOOOOO-VVVVVVV-EEEEEE-RRRRR .
Somehow , there is this weird feeling lingering . I should be happy and glad that I've come this far but yeah , it also meant that I will have to move on , I will have to leave my group of friends who have spent 2 years with me all together as one . I know they can never be replaced deep within .

Simin , yuanzhen , kaihwee , xiuxiu and me . (:

I can still remember vividly the touching video mr chan created which made me teared . It was during grad day , at the IT lab . All of us thought it was supposed to be a mock test but , he surprised us with a lollipop each on our desk . Thank you , thank you so much for putting up with all our nonsense . I can assure you , your efforts had not been wasted . When I opened the envelope I received on stage , thinking that it was just a normal piece of certificate , I saw stacks of piano scores printed out for me in there . Thats how sweet my form coach can be .

Anyway , all the coaches who taught 4H , THANK YOU . :D

&& dearest 4H , I love you guys all so much . Thanks for the memories !

LETS ALL LOOK FORWARD TO PROM ! I believe it will be one day which we enjoy and in the mean time , creating many sweet memories that stick onto our hearts like sticky glue . Haha !

*Please feel free to ask me out .

Its HOLIDAYS . (:

2008-11-10T13:40:00.002+08:00

This is one overdued picture taken from yilin's blog and I've got no mood to post all the other . LAZY LAZY LAZY , YA ~
Aiyah anyway , I'll be getting a 34/40 for my physics MCQ . Sigh with bloody 2 marks given away because of carelessness . ): which is below national average . Come to think of it , I'm really really disappointed because I've neglected physics . I didnt study as much as I did for the rest of the papers , CAUSE I THOUGHT MCQ IS EASYYYY .

Nevertheless , O's is ending soon . Oh god please end sooooon .

2008-10-30T22:23:00.009+08:00

I shouldn't rant cause its all over already . Whoever who read my previous post , whee , I'd just deleted it .

eh people , chinese songs used to be alien to me . And then I started tuning in to 933 during mugging periods . I'm addicted to thissss song . I don't know the lyrics but its sweet . Haha , okay , its sweet to moi and triggers many many sweet memories . (:

It isnt one new song cause I'm kinda outdated when it comes to chinese music . Okay let me dont repeat this is a sweet song . Hahahahaha .

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zk0RdCp8350

I've no intention of turning back unless you prove me otherwise .

I'm not doing this on revenge . Words are worthless , you know ?

Yes , you're right . I'm missing those times . So what ?

At least what that remains deep down is the old you who I want to remember .

2008-10-01T18:07:00.005+08:00

I'd not been blogging for millions year already . Wahaha , so am I consider one who devotes all my time entirely to the pretty o's ?
:O>O: <-- This is an emotion , try to visualise it . Haha .

I wanna upload the pictures , like all the pictures . From my birthday , to pizzahut , to grad day but lazyness is crepting all over me . Its 6pm now I know , but I slept at weird timing and wake up at werid timing . And , I've not been going school for a couple of days already , but tomoro I have to go , to fulfil my promise of the amaths extra lessons . But how's school going to like , without bestfriends ? TSK . Shut that mindset off please .

& My mum is trying to prepare her first ever dinner for us , after so many cooking lessons she had . Will it taste , finger lickkkking good like kfc ? Please , cause I miss having thoseeee juicy chickeeen in moi mouth . HAHAHAH .

I will end off with this .

Life is a drawing without an eraser .

For those who haven realised how much precious time they have been wasting , on gaming , on dating or whatever , please wake up now . O's may not be as important down the road but , its like a door which choose what kind of room you will be entering . I'm writing this specially for someone whom I really care about . I want the best of you . I don't want you to regret and blaming your mum or who-so-ever . Maybe you should blame me , because its just 20 days before o's , when I tell you all these . It will never be too late , if you wanna start now . But if you never make the first move , you'll never know the outcome cause it leads you to no where .

2008-09-19T15:05:00.005+08:00

Alrighty , I'm 16 now ! But I did not manage to watch my first official NC16 yesterday. Its okay though , I bet there will be a next time . (:

It was all so unpredictable yesterday .
Firstly , I was supposed to meet Mootee and gang at 11am , all of a sudden , I received a phone call and was told that Shella had left a present at my lobby . I hurried my mum to go down on my behalf instead cause I was almost late . And yeah , my mum came back empty-handed , saying that my friends were all downstairs , waiting to give me a surprise . I was like , shocked , shocked , at loss for words . Haha , and I'm so dumb to believe that they actually left the present there !
Thank you XIU , HONEY AND SHELLA . I will upload the pixxy soon

But sadly , someone stole the present . ): ): ):

Which arse , which arse , how idiotic .

After leaving the girls , I went to meet mootee and gang .

I tell you , I'm late like some shit , but its the privilege of being the birthday girl . Noone blames me . :P :P :P

Many crappie happened but I will mention only this incident whereby we have to watch mamma mia instead of the longing , DISASTER MOVIE .

Counter girl : Hey , welcome to Cathay . What movie would you guys want to watch ?

Mootee : Eh , 3pm , Disaster movie .

Me : What la , I thought you want to watch wall e . Disaster movie got the same timing as wall e ?

Mootee : Wait.. ( To me ) Er ya , 3.. no , 4 tickets for disaster movie ( to counter girl )

Counter girl : I'd need to check your ic . All of you guys .

So yeah , me and mootee showed our ic and then kangliang ....

27 january 1992 . Okay .

18 septemeber 1992 . Okay .

XX decemeber 1992 . NOT OKAY .

Counter girl : Boy , you wont be able to watch this , cause its NC16 .

Oh fcuk .

So We watched mamma mia instead cause I don't like animation . LOL , I still enjoy myself ! though there is no snacks accompany mamma mia due to mootee's swing-swing-love-love .

Thank you so much for this 16th birthday you gave me . Thank you . (: & I will hug this donkey to sleeeeeep every night .

I'm meeting my laopor and kuai le later . Boo booooooo .

Oh yeah , I missed a mark for physics . ):

2008-09-17T23:06:00.000+08:00

Hiya fellow readers .
Finally , its finally the last day of prelims and awaiting next is a big special day !
How big , how special ? Hahahaha , you shall seeeeeeee again .
I just came back from NK salon , yes yes yes , I permed my hair , for one day !
I took a picture . Ignore my clothes , just anyhow wear cause its just downstairs know .
Alrighty , thats all for today . I'm drained after 2 hours at the salon . Time to replenish my lost brain cells and ... I'm catching the 7pm drama . Its kinda addictive and is a must-watch kayyyyy .

I wanna be a happy girl , tomoro . I want it to be a day that will etched in my heart dude . I hope you won't disappoint me cause , I saved the best for you . What about you ? Do you save the best , for me too ? I've to admit , I'm self-centered and stuff . But no doubt , I'm serious about all this shit especially this . So many people in my mind right now , I'm already not sure which way to head . Don't confuse me , don't make this any more perplex before I reach the saturation point and can never be back again . The key is in your hands , grab it ?

2008-09-13T23:24:00.003+08:00

Hmm , wondered what should I blogged about now .
If it is something about the continuous cycle of my school life , I bet it'd be yawn-inducing . Cause what else can I talked about besides , exams , papers , exams , papers . AH .
Anyway , I've made up my mind to write something today , somehow .

I woke up with this bloody arse throat , thinking of screammming at my momma cause' the alarm clock beside me read 11am . It dawned on me that it was way passed my should-be-awake-and-start-to-do-work time . Bad bad bad bad . My plans for today was delayed too . ): but , no mama'ssss fault .

Mum : Hey , looked at this ! Its something memorable , girl .
( She handed me this , Sunshine butter sugar bread . )
Me : What's so special ?
Mum : Looked carefully at the numbers .
Wheeeee , she said she bought the bread cause the expiry date is my birthday .
LOLLLLLLLLL .

Kay , boring day , boring entry .
Imma going to lala now .

2008-09-11T22:40:00.002+08:00

When we don’t remember, the memory still lingers at the back of our mind, threatening to pulse on us anytime . When we forget, we just don’t remember .

Just a random quotation after reading this online story by low kay hwa .

I'm still struggling , finding my way out of the differentiation (I got the spelling of this word from lionel) puzzles . How I wished I've spend more time , cracking my brain cells on numbers , fractions . But it just doesnt work . I'm sucked at numbers , playing with numbers or anything related . And I hope my shaky fingers will not be the excuse for not being able to do well . :O

The prelims is tough , like I've expected it to be too .
I've done my best , tried my best , so whatever results it turned out to be . . . :O
I'm longing for the improvement , and lesser points for L1R5 .
Being confident is one important factor , so yeah , maybe , the puzzles aint that difficult tomoro and it may be a new turning point for my maths ........... LOL .

2008-08-30T16:39:00.000+08:00

Teachers Day falls on 29 August this year , meaning we will be having a slightly longer holidays than usual . Okay , nothing special about this anyway . I hope the celebrations can be a little , high-er than expected . I'm quite disappointed that the class video was shown to the lower sec rather than the upper sec . :/

Moreover , it was the last teachers' day for us being a gessian still .

Afterall , I know people spent loads of time planning this event so , I shan't rant anymore since I may not be able to do a better job tooooooooo . :D

The rest of the pixxy HERE . :D

*Your performance was great and I'm proud to be the camera-women ! :O :O :O*

After school dismissal , we decided to fill our stomach with mickey , minnie and disney . The waiter is like soooo cute and karen said he said goodbye to me :D

Seriously , I'd really like to comment on this , about QPS allowing us to only visit them after 2pm . We had an early school day , just because our sec school actually wanted us to use this time to visit our primary school teachers and friends but dang , this limitation was way too much and it became the main reason why people no longer wanna visit the school .

So , most people didnt come but still we managed to have some fun with the remaining ones . (:

Reminiscing all the childhood memories with my beloved primary school classmates . We played hopscotch , though we are not as agile anymore . Then we sit at the old spot , somewhere near the basketball court , telling and reminding each other about the previous memories . It was both sweet and bitter to think about all those things but I swear I'm looking forward to the next outing with them , which is after O's because I will not want to risk myself , getting all C's in my leaving cert .

Sadly and unfortunately , I'm down with this ultra bad sore throat and flu yesterday night which caused me to postpone the trip to the library with leng this morning . ): I wanted to eat more fruits , I wanted to stay healthy too but my body just vehemently objected myself in doing so . The sore hurts so badly last night and I had difficulties going to bed , walking straight . But , I prayed for a speedy recovery cause I learnt my lessons . I can't comprehend why I have to pay such a price but well , thats nothing much I can do about this too merely , eat more fruits , veggie and drink more H-two-O .

Wonder what the hell is wrong with me for writting such a long and lengthy entry ? Well , I will not be posting much after this already , I know I kept saying and repeating that I won't be but I still continued doing so . This time round , I meant seriously .

Lastly , Happy birthday , VERA !!

& Happy Anniversary , Oily and Darling . I'm posting this early cause I won't be able to online tomoro . Thanks for being there for me always , both . I hope you two enjoy this special day of yours and make more sweet memories along the way . (:

2008-08-27T14:42:00.005+08:00

I'm still alive .

Just a reminder , 22 more days to ................

( A fruit day , a special day . Not for me to say and its all for you to know :D )

Initiately , I didn't want to mention about how I *-ing screwed up my comprehension this very morning but yet I can't help but to rant out loud , GOODBYE MY A1,A2,B3 . I'm hoping for a B4 now . Grant me ?

Patience kills .

Please look forward to my upcoming post after so-long .
When ?
What ?
Who ?
Why ?
Whee , in a few days time , you shall seeeeee .
Bye bye moi going to study nowwww .

2008-08-07T17:45:00.008+08:00

HELLO DUDES ,

There's nothing much I wanted to say except ,

THE FUTURE IS IN MY HANDS . TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT .

Everything squeezed together , packed all in one .

One for all , all for one .

Anyway , work hard all . (:

Everyone taking prelims next week , and those taking the week after .

GOOOOOOOD LUCK !

To Wawa :

These few months , every jamming sessions we had , every outing that we spent together , I've enjoyed it very very much . I bet all of you guys felt this way too . I didn't want us to drift apart because of exams , because of whatever reasons . I sincerely hope all of us can stay together as one , one band . I love this band , I love wawa . (:

Whatever happens , whether we perform lousy , or we don't get as much applauses , whatever it is , wawa is always the best to me .

To my dearest mummy and daddy :

Thanks for being the most supportive parents ever ! I know you two just learnt to use computer , so yeah , happy to see this ?!? (:

To DIDI :

Cheer up dearest . (: I don't know what else I could say , but I hope you will move on with life like how I am . Message me whenever you need , I will be here .

To ______ :

We have drifted apart , so much , I don't think we could get back to how we used to anymore . You wanted to focus on studies and friends , I wanted to focus on studies & maintain the relationship with you . We see things differently , viewed the world from different angles . I needed protection because I'm not as strong as you thought I am . I couldn't take it any longer . Take it as its my bad , I'm selfish . I'm serious about giving up . Its best that we didn't quarrel . Prolly cause we don't talk much , I don't know where you stand in my heart anymore . You've been far away , so far that I couldn't feel your existance . After tomoro , we will prolly not get to see each other or spent time with each other anymore . Sorry about not replying your messages , I'm sure you will understand . Take care dude . (:

2008-07-31T18:35:00.005+08:00

I'm starting to miss my camera already because dust is accumlating , dirt is piling up on my dearest camera . Anyway , a few pictures taken on study trips . Study trips everyday after school alright . No play play yo . (:

If you don't get it , Sundram and Kangliang is actually imitating the guy right at the top left hand corner .

O's is drawing nearer and nearer , 81 more days . I'm starting to feel the need of getting a good place in school , a need to buck up , a need to prove everything else . But , there are so many things I can't let go . Firstly , I would really like to apologise for not turning up for physics Ap at least 3 times for rehearsal . Secondly , ah well . Thats all , I wanna be a happy girl ~

NDP rehearsal today was not so great cause we didn't get to perform as it was too impromptu , all of us came in unprepared . Whatever it is , WAWA still rocks . (:

& I don't have deardear la , as in boyf , NO NO NO . No time for relationship (:
Not an excuse , its a fact .

STUDY STUDY . TODAY IS MUGGING DAY .Since when have you not look into my eyes and say , how are you ?
You'll not be reading this but , I just want you to know , I'm still waiting for an answer .

" She's the only one that I want by my side

She's the only one that I believe can save my life

She makes me wanna be a better man

She's higher than the sky, the suns and the moon "

My dearest , you said this to me , do you still remember ?

I didn't treasure you , me bad .

Now when I do , its too late .

I'm afraid you do not feel the same anymore ,

just like how I took you for granted the other time .

I didn't know the one I needed , is just beside me .

When you're gone , part of myself felt lost .

Are you still mine ?

2008-07-27T10:57:00.013+08:00

Let me refresh my memory a little , to cross country !
I was supposed to be exempted from running which means I actually don't have to run/walk and just sit down there , at the arena , counting sheeps ,waiting for dismissal . But , I was asked to be the milogirl , delivering milo to all the check points , and they were so bloody heavy , 2 pathetic plastic cups just rolled down the slippery tray . :O At least , I did something meaningful for the last cross country ever, in uniform . (: Headed down to vivo and watched dark knight afterwards with the same clique and fell asleep towards the ending . The movie was great but way too much for me , not after a full whole day of activities . I slept straight at 5pm that day till the next morning , I could still remember vividly. So , just imagine the fatigue level .

& Saturday was the usual DA DAY except the part where I've forgotten to bring my camera . Was greeted by Zaki and Faris at the train station with , JAGGED-NESS . But hell fun and jamming with the same people again . (: When we were about to leave , there was this tiny mini crack on the drum set which cost $30$ ? :O :O :O

After a long afternoon , decided to fill our stomach and made our way down to Central , specially avoided penni , funan and the firestation , just for shalihin . Haha , had a long long long , 30xxxxxxkm chat with the rest while having LJS den TATAS , at padang again , the same old spot . :D I couldn't quite remember what happened , like the details , but when I reached home , there is some ashes on my eye lashes . :O Oh yeah , I remembered the talking part .

You made me realise how sick I'm of your excuses and how you came out with one .
You always promise me things and back out without even telling me .
So , I'm going to leave you and back out without you knowing .

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Video

I only uploaded one cause , horrid pixels, 2 mega and it takes million years to put up one .
Here it goes ,
I'm yours - Jason Mraz ( Jaarvis , Sundram and gang version )

Its time to study now .
Take care all . (:

2008-07-22T11:55:00.005+08:00

This is the 407th entry !

& while all my friends are in school now , doing dang revision , listening to lectures and , celebrating racial harmony , I'm right here at home now , blogging ~

I wanna meet WAWA .

We were supposed to be jamming today but god's not on our side ~~

Kay , no more rantings .

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I stumbled upon this picture , in my camera and damn it .

This typical act-cute-buay-cute picture of meeeeee . :O

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2008-07-19T13:03:00.009+08:00

Firstly , HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST HUI KAI HWEE . (:

Hope you liked the gift and celebration and all . ILY !

-------t-h-a-n-k-s--a--m-i-l-l-i-o-n--m-y--h-o-n-e-y-------

Yesterday was da great mannnnnnnnn , I really loved the company !
Full WAWA didn't make it , only me and Faris but I swear I had fun ! (:
And many people came along as well , like hell loads which I guessed I didn't have to name them one by one . The climax was actually after that .
Happy kiwi drinking along and then , expected outcome .
Though I was dead drunk initiately , I was startled by some shrill scream from someone~ and regained to my sober state like almost instantly. Weird huh .
I think I did somehow made a fool out of myself and then , can't remember .
Like drumstick ?
Nevermind about that , the moral of the story is that , I ENJOYED MYSELF ! :D

Poor keyboard without amplifier but see how engrossed Jaarvis can be with it .
Look at my face please , like apple yoooo . & this picture , Eugene and I was like behind Fairuz&Vinod . :O :O :O

MORE PICTURES ,
HERE HERE, one click away

2008-07-13T13:29:00.005+08:00

Jamming with FBT yesterday , and I am currently addicted to the song that they were playing . WOOOOOAH .
Fort Canning was shockingly haunted-looking yesterday night . The same old tradegy happened . =x Well , I enjoyed the company with you guys . :D
&& I miss my band nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww . ):

Guys , the videos , I will send ya next time when I'm online because the files are way too big to be uploaded here .

& 2 tuition ahead . ):

2008-07-06T11:02:00.006+08:00

Wonder why only so few pictures taken ?
I've used 150mb on recording the performances , thats why .

Thanks , (:

2008-07-02T21:31:00.002+08:00

PEOPLE , PEOPLE , PEOPLE , ALL THE SOULS DOWN THERE :

VENUE : THE ARTS HOUSE , earshot cafe

Alight at RAFFLES PLACE MRT , walk to the stamford raffles statue , somewhere there ~

DATE : 4 JULY 2008

TIME : 6PM

PLEASE DROP BY AND SUPPORT WHO ARE WE AGAIN AND STRAIGHT JACKET LIBERTY AND AND MANY MANY OTHER BANDS . (:

MESSAGE ME FOR MOOOOOORE DETAILS ? Actually , I've posted all the details here .

2008-06-28T23:01:00.003+08:00

Today was great , not like what I expected it to be .
I thought the morning flu is going to follow me till night , but it zoomed away just as soon as I met W.A.W.A and Asha tagged along as well (: So , they beat panadol or whatever flu medicine . =D It was considered the most fruitful jamming session , because all of us managed to play something . We witnessed the magnificant fireworks at padang too . Noticed , I used the word magnificant , meaning , I was captivated by those , lovely sparks in the sky very much .

4th July is drawing nearer too , I can't help but to let my imagination run wild . Its going to be something great , something memorable !

*http://photo.xanga.com/akamurakiwi/albums/e5c2c050363033* The link for the pixxy if anyone is interested . (:

2008-06-26T22:19:00.006+08:00

Let me show you , how to boost your stamina using crappy , dumb methods . Honestly , this video is filled with my screamings which somehow spoiled everything .

Oh well , watch it if you're bored . :D

In case you didnt realise , Kangliang , Sundram and meee were the ones doing those ~ ~

Let me post something people usually blog about when school reopens . Which is , how everything goes , like school stuff , teachers , who-so-ever . So yeah , we were all welcomed by a new timetable with all the APs till 4.45pm everyday except Tuesday . It kinda gave me a warning , alerting me to start my revision . New semester resolution ? I will stick to doing what that is important to me . For the time being , catching up with work and the gig that is approaching will be my priorities .

And , please support WHO ARE WE AGAIN , next friday , at the arts house ! I will update you guys about the details soon . (:

No offense , :P

2008-06-21T16:29:00.005+08:00

Somehow , I managed to get the copy of this quiz from , I-forgot-where .
Anyway , I was tagged by Anna to do this ! :D

State 10 random facts about yourself, then tag 10 people to do.

1. Fruity kiwi .
2. Who are we again ?!
3. I drink vitasoy every morning .
4. Paramoooooore !
5. That mouse with 2 ears .
6. I laughed at inappropriate situation .
7. As stubborn as , some thing ~
8. Honey milk tea !
9. Appetizer like hooch / barcardi .
10. I can't sleep without my blanket .

10 people to do:
1. I
2. shall
3. not
4. say
5. who ,
6. but
7. you
8. should
9. know
10. !

1. What is the thing you want most?
- The liberty to stay .

2.What is the thing you want to do most?
- Scream my lungs out and of course , be with my friends ! (:

3.If you had 1 wish,what will it be?
- Happily ever after .

4.What are you afraid to lose most?
- Everything which belongs to me .

5.What will you do when you're dying soon?
- Do everything that I've never done before .

6.Do you ever believe that your best friend will betray you?
- Believe ? hmmm , I don't .

7.If you met someone that you love a lot, will you confess to him/her?
- Yes , if there's someone .

8.What is in your mind?
- How to answer this quiz ?

9.What type of people do you hate the most?
- Hypocrites and , furthermore , those who don't admit they are .

10.Will you cherish your every friendship?
- Yes .

11.Do you believe in god?
- Yes .

12.What will you do if you had a billion dollars?
- I will donate to the charity , in my dreams !

13.What you want your friendship to be like?
- To be strong and tight .

14.What is your favourite hobby?
- Ah . Sleep .

15.What will you do if all your friends hate you?
- I wouldn't be myself anymore . Noone can survive without friends .

16.If you feel low someday, who will you go to?
- My friends , my family .

17.If you had 3 wishes, what will they be?
- Eternity . I only have one .

18.What are the dates you will never forget?
- I don't really forget things that happened .

19.What will you do if you had a time travel machine ?
- Of course , go back to the future luh . ~

First Icecream made
Okay , I made my first icecram , last wednesday !
Say that you're interested please . (:

2008-06-18T12:17:00.004+08:00

Anyone realised I've deleted my previous post ? :O

I've been pretty busy these few days and was cracking my brain cells on coming up with the best way to upload all pictures together , at one shot .
So , I've decided to use xanga !

Okay , before that , I'd like to remind you guys .
4 more days , to school reopen yo !

I've uploaded pictures taken a few days ago , on the jamming session with my band .
We celebrated Eugene's birthday by playing a song for him . It was a belated one though , I think he enjoyed it . (: I shall not elaborate what happened after that . :O

Not enough ? :D

2008-06-13T23:30:00.005+08:00

Hey people , I'm not dead , but I'm not active cause , there isnt much to blog recently and I bet noone wants to know my pathetic life ~ RIGHT ?
Thats a joke btw !

I miss you guys , the readers of my blog !

Thats the reason , why I'm here .

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- I felt like a loser .

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what will it be?
- True happiness .

#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
- I want it simple . Beside a beach or something . No need posh setting , just myself and the one .

#4. Are you confused of what lies ahead of you?
- Nope . Everything seemed pretty clear to me .

#5. What's your ideal lover like?
- As sweet as honey .

#6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
- Being loved by someone of course . Cause its a blessing when you're being loved .

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- I don't have to wait if he's meant for me .

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- I will see if he's worth my waiting .

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
- Yes .

#10. Is being tagged fun?
- Satisfied .

#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
- Some pampered mama ~

#12. Who are currently the most important person to you?
- MAGGIE GOH , MICHEAL KIM , STEVEN KIM . lol , my family definitely . & My band , my friends . .

#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
- She's my 11 years sweetheart . (:

#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
- Money is not everything . But when I'm married , I want to be happily married .

#15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
- I will stare at my phone .

#16. Would you give all in a relationship?
- Yes , all .

#17. If you fall in love with 2 ppl simultaneously, who would you pick?
- I will pick the one who loves me more than anything else , who my heart beat for and my reason to live .

#18. What type of friend do you like?
- Anyone who wanna be my friend .

#19. What type of friend do you dislike?
- Any typical kind that people dislike .

2008-06-02T11:42:00.005+08:00

I wore a pair of mismatched shoes out cause I chose comfort but who cares right .

Anw , I think I should trim my fringe a little .

Can you even see my eyes ? :O

Pepperlunch rocks the day !

I love my girl cause' she's everything I'd ever wanted .

2008-05-31T12:34:00.016+08:00

With a big & humo greeting , " HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHELLA ! " :D
On the 29th , we went over to Shella's house for lunch .
There's kiwi on the cake btw .

Pictures taken randomly and suddenly out of no where .

Reminiscing trip to west coast park around evening .

I'm still afraid of the damn pyramid . I wonder , why .

Here comes the climax .

The surprise for BELLLLLA .

Just looked at the smiles . =D

I'm really really happy , elated , holding on to the sparkles .

It'd been some time since I get a hold of them .

Vivo certainly provides nice and romantic night views despite the occasional invasion of some ants .I'm too lazy to edit the red eye , so yeah , it appeared like as though there's this red thing coming out of our eyes .

I'm staying home today , the whole day . ~

2008-05-23T21:36:00.011+08:00

23 MAY 2008

WHO ARE WE AGAIN , CLAIMED THE 2ND . :D

4 bands had rocked the school hall this afternoon . We're all a winner !
THANK YOU , every single one of you who voted and came down all the way to support the bands .
There were some changes to the actual plan , we became the first one to perform . But well , we did great I thought and so were the rest of the bands . Everyone had done their utmost best !

How inviting the prizez were . Free jamming sessions , HMV vouchers and furthermore , a gig !

& dearest laopor , thanks for coming . (:

Happy birthday , LIONEL SENG ! <3>You're 18 now !

2008-05-22T21:24:00.002+08:00

Live your dream .

GESS CARNIVAL , 2PM .

WHO ARE WE AGAIN ?

I got a little wish here .

Lord , with all my heart , I prayed for everything to go smoothly tomorrow . No problem with the keyboard , with high notes . . We can do it people because no matter what it turns out to be , we're the best and always will . Who are we again ?

2008-05-17T21:22:00.013+08:00

SUNDRAM MOO TEE'S DAY !

All of us gathered at cityhall this very very afternoon and gave Mootee the best makeover ever . & I got my hoodie !

Before

The good-boy-next-door

After

The notorious

I can't explain the differences , really , drastically ! And guess what , he spent less than 41$ . To be precise , it was 31 bucks without the haircut .

Extreme makeover was no way to be compared to this .

Look-at-the-nerd ! Lol . He's like a man now , our lead singer ! :D

Drummer yo !
The guys tried many times for the jump shot !
I bet it wasn't easy to get the timing right , but , there were so much laughters , till stomach cramp that kinda , and fun in the process !
Even I was laughing so madly when trying to express the amusement while taking the pictures . Gay gay gay . Jaw-dropped !
The man revolution as said .
Yeah , there , wow , oh ma . ( That 's proved by their expressions ! )
Who are we again ?
I love you guys !
It was the best one I'd ever be in . :D
I'll stop blogging temporarily because most of my free time I will be spending on keyboard and there's chinese o's ahead in a few days time . So , miss me !

ANW , MY BAND ROCKS ! =D

2008-05-16T20:56:00.007+08:00

Hello fellow reader ,
are you trying to say I'm sucking oxygen with my mouth opened so widely ?
YES YES YES , I'M !

Mootee . Mootee . Mootee .
You rock bro . Let me say , YOU ROCK . :O
It was so freako *embarrassed* with the soft keys of piano instead of the loud keyboard . Nothing'd be heard from meeeee cos it was so soft !

Anyway , you guys are good . :D No , we're good !

And there you go , future pianist !

*LAUGH* *LAUGHTERS* *SCREAMS*

We had practices after practices , and this showed the effort we put in for this coming carnival perforamnce ! :D All the fun was brought over to the sharing-session at LJS afterwards , like how fun to joke about things , laughed over some silly people . :O & gotta think of a suitable nameeeeee .

Though my results were expectedly poor , I wasn't much affected this time round . I did my best for once I'd have assured myself . Let me throw away all these and focus on more important things !

2008-05-13T15:50:00.002+08:00

I'd decided to , delete , my previous entry cause that was done . . without much thoughts . So , this will be something more interesting than the one before . *Crossing fingers*

Missing pictures ?

Like how retarded one can be okay . Its tit-for-tat and I gave you a bonus . I actually edited the background and contrast ! Sorry Laoporzxzxzxzx & I realised you love that lemon-tea bottle so badly , it rolled down the bus with a BANG .

Thanks piggy for the huge hugey lollipop & see how much Imma in love it , I can't open my eyes !

My dark circles are worsen each day . I don't know what to do to get it all cure but nah , I'm not going to give a damn at the moment . Dumping all those necessities into the bag which was the nearest to my hand , I reached for a freaky obiang zinc bag . Cause I was in a rush , I didn't once again bother . How regret . :O Anyway , I bought a new bag all thanks to my negligence . && my eyes , I'd screw it all up with those lazy touch-up ):

I hope monday comes just as quickly as I thought . It'd been so long since I ever lay my fingers on the keyboard yoooooooooooo .

2008-05-11T22:28:00.000+08:00

I'd some serious mood swing yesterday and today , I'm stucked with A-maths and Physics .

I'm choosing one only , to at least , pass . :O

It's momma's day but it meant nothing special to me , not a tiny miny bit at all and I'm just bloody moody alright , for god-knows-what-reason or prolly is due to exams stress and . . . emotional struggle . Ah damn .

MYE , END PLEASE . *groans*

And you , what's going on ?

It seemed like a topsy-turvy turn you've changed to become .

I was stupefied by my own eyes , ears . . . What I saw , what I heard . .

I wanted so badly just to wish you a happy birthday but it all seemed to me that you're pretty much happy with your new girl and life . In the end , I didnt pluck up the courage to press the 'send' button .

Ah , it's so unfamiliar .

My eyes no longer see what I used to anymore .

I'd no longer hear those genuine laughters . Where are they ?

I may be totally out of your mind , but you'll be someone I'll care for always .

My dearest friend .

Please tell me , its me who is changing alright . ):

2008-05-10T14:36:00.000+08:00

FULLSTOP ?

It was so demoralising , really .
When more than half of the paper , you are writting crap which you jolly-well know you'll merely deserve 2 strokes beside it . Ah well .
People will usually say , " It o's that matter " .
In this case , I will suggest , " Stop lying . "

I've to admit , it all came to me only a day before the english exams . I'm still playing before that .

It was all too late when I'm just starting to clear memories , now , when everything seemed to be some kinda reality . :O Living life outside home home home , which supposed to be a place full of warmth , was a cycle to me .
I don't even know that mummy had renovated a room for my maid so that I can have the privacy . There was even an adopted rabbit .
It only dawned on me that daddy went overseas today , when , I just couldnt bear to go out no more . I don't understand why can't I just really , let those pictures run down like tears . You know like those type when you cried and you'll feel better ? EEKS . Its so _____ . It just make me feel like . . . puking so much man . Its so disgusting . :O The sight of myself . ______ .
Anyway , the only way to save myself is to get out of GESS asap , really . And I'll be moving house very soon next year . So , redhill , tiong baru , bukit merah , GOODBYE .
& I'm not changing for anyone dude . Noone will do me such a huge impact .
If I could change , I wouldn't be ranting here .

KIWI MASK ON MONDAY WITH xiuxiuxiuxiuxiu !

& Hazel brown today , prolly .

2008-04-26T23:31:00.000+08:00

Let me begin with a PLANT STORY. :O
Had badminton in the morning which increased the ache of my muscles.
I bet its going to recover anyway. So yeah, met up with 2 besties afterwards and surprisingly saw Honey & Simin over there. Seriously, I couldn't believe my eyes at first.
YA YA. Where is the plant I'm talking about right?
Scroll down! :D

It's finally and luckily we managed to take a glimpse of leng.
The library trip was considerably the best one ever because I'd completed one e-maths paper!
It'd been 4 months since we last met, leng complained. :O I was craving for oreo cheesecake at that moment, actually. VERY MUCH. I'm in love with you, cheesecake!
LOOK/STARE at the shape of my lips AND laugh please.
It reminds me of some.. rabbit thingy.
We couldn't resist the temptation of the chicken pie and its on offer so each of us bought one & munch munch munch! Then I saw this familar face. She's none other than my mum. Aw damn, she walked passed usssssssssssssss. @.@
Leng, the photographer!
Indeed many pictures but I'm just going to show a few before you guys get bored here. :O

Moreover, we didn't actually know Leng was taking the pictures.
She said natural is the bestttttttttttt. Agree or not? :O

Zhixun joined us for stingray at night!
Wooo its yummy can. :D
& Laopor's reaction towards certain things , hella FUNNY :D :D :D

Not sure if I will update this blog occassionally, frequently or rarely.
I guessed I'd an answer in mind.

SO BYE BYE FOR THE TIME BEING, BLEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

& recover soooon. Please please please.

2008-04-22T22:18:00.000+08:00

I missed blogging wordy words because I haven been doing so for the past few entries.
I failed my chemistry terribly-bad. It was to the extent I think I'm the only one scoring single digit. :O :O :O Nevermind. Teenage said I should praise myself at least once a day, to maintain smiles on my face. =.= That's random.

Finally, I was home early today.
:D :D :D
& MUG CUP CUP with.. 4 peoplezxzxzxzxzxzxz tomoro.

Tags:
Rave: I saved those pictures in my phone already. Sent them to you sooooon. :D
Shihui: Take care too!
Jaarvis: Yes. I'm waiting okay! :D I hope MYE can fly faster. hahahaha.
Pamela: Join us soon alright. :D Imagine you're not seeing those concrete!

When you've more than one bestfriend, you'll start to ask yourself, isn't best, singular?
When you're down, there are so many wanting to bring you up.
But what they had done, are not helping at all.
Because what I need wasn't support.
Because what I need wasn't comapany.
Because what I need wasn't listening ear.
I need acceptance, really.

2008-04-20T07:42:00.000+08:00

Pictures of yesterday!
I couldn't sleep so, yeah, I'm here. :D
We'd suppose to play catching but didnt manage to do so.
Well, it was fun though. Thanks oily! & darling!
I managed to do this with my hands trembling.
Fortunately, Jaarvis did the quick shot, QUICK enough. :O
Vera wanted to piggy-back me.

& Please view the 3 pictures,below, in chronological order.

1 : Yeah, I'm on her back. 2: Oh shit, we fell, laughing our arses offfff. 3: Continue to hehehehe, and questioned why did we manage to fall.

At night, its 6241-0-241!

I shall not elaborate but pictures do the talking!

RED. :O

What a candid shot of us looking so lovingly at each other.

Poker cards to Dai dee to Heart attack to some I-don't-know-what.

That's how I spent my saturday! :D
I'm going out later with Clint and then at night, its mummy's performance!
She'll be singing and as her daughter, I gotta play my part to support her by being physically there. :O Zhixun will be there too! Hahaha. Take care alllllllllllllll.

Tags:

Wanyi: After exams, find one day, let's go and grab all those food once more! VeraP: There are more pictures I've to send you right? (: hehehehe. Jaarvis: Its nice okay! Oily is nice! Liangqian: bleah, I'm magical yoooooo! :D

2008-04-19T23:59:00.000+08:00

If life was like a muscial...
I wanted mine to be like one. :O
The concert was great and it was unexpected! :D
Seriously, the lightings & everything's simply awesome!

Alexandra Village. (Supper)

The food doesn't look very appealing but picture can be deceiving.
Like what I just said, it doesnt look but in actual fact, we finished all of them!
Esp the stingray, it tasted like heaven. *YUMS*
The boxes which was credited for all the photographs taken.

I was pretty packed today with all sorta activities but yes, I've gotten all ready for the worse.
& I've to do something to my skirt. :O Cos, the freaking ballad dance along the stairs isn't enough. Ha. So yeah, I'm going to alter my skirt, longer. :O :O :O

BULLSHIT FRIENDSTER CAN'T UPLOAD PICTURES.

Tags:

VeraP: I'm going to call him oily already! See ya tmr!
Jaarvis: So now, oily suits you best. Not too long, not too short! yayee!
Jessabelle: Lovely! see ya soon!
Khengleng: I bet you can't go out right. haha
Xiting: LOL.
Liangqian: Hello liangqian!
Sherlyn: Yes, I am. All the best!

Yes people.
Yo people.
It's today.
Yes today.
_______ can't be ______.

I've to admit, I'm defeated. You win.

2008-04-13T23:15:00.000+08:00

Should I just cut my hair short? heh I cut my hair today okay! So now, when I pinned up the back part of my hair, it will looked like the first 2 pictures. HMMMMMMMM. How how?

Bright bright sunday with Zhixun!
We were supposed to study and we did.. 2 questions! :O only.
Then we walked from Bukit Merah to Mount Faber to Vivo!
Our legs are like killing us.
Singapore is small but not exactly when you're wearing jeans with the scorching sun. :/

He can't open his eyes because of the flashy flash. HAHA.
I had fun with ya boy!
Thanks alot today yeah. :D
Next meeting, studies come first!

&Darling's darling,
Thanks alot.
You taught me this ; you're one step closer to the one you're meant to be with.

Tags:

Jaarvis: AH. Yes, you're darling's darling okay! =D I'm going to smile smile smile with dimples! VeraP: I saved some of them in my phone already. HEH. but the files are big! see ya tmr! Xiu: SEE YA TOMORO! LOVES Didi: eh, just say i'm cute. dont say pinch! Clement:I think singaporean are bloody HOT.

2008-04-13T09:34:00.000+08:00

[EDITED]

OKAY, it's 5.42pm now.

Boredom almost killed me. BANG.

Wednesday~

I actually brought my camera & thought that it may come in handy afterwards when I'm picking up my thai friends. Ended up using my phone instead cos every mintues count.
Imma not going to waste time going up the class to get them. :D

I can't remember exactly their names. :/ But, we did have fun in the hall.

We played many many games and missed 2 periods of dang lessons! He leaned forward just because, I'm not-so tall! So sweet! :/ He's dropped-dead gorgeous! :D
See how wide my smile issssss!

She is the school belle!

My sweetie pie!
Camwhore with Vera & Pam.
Chicken soupppppp! I'd 3 of them now.

During time when my imagination is going to run wild, read a chapter! :D
I'm in love with that and I'm spreading chicken trend!

Thursday~

I spent my thurday with Lionel. AND this is the first time I had pepperlunch at greatworld! So lousey me! It was raining cats and dogs that day so we had to look for a shelter to digest the barcadi after lunch. Its $3.95 for the ruby grapefruit. Which is now my favourite besides peach! DJ max was dang. I played till my mind spin & can't stop spinning. Totally shagged when I was home and the thought of having school & physics test the next day just created a bomb to my brain cells. :/

P.S: We saw armstrong!

Friday~

I missed RHADSODY because I can't make up my mind to go, not.

Guowei can't meet me today which means, I didn't have to meet darling at night as well. & Someone please ask me out. zzz. I'd asked 2, and got stood up, you know? lalalalalalala. Why are peoplezxzxzx so stucked up? babiboo!

Tags:

Pam: I'm going to write something call kiwi soup! :D Misses! Shihui: It exists! :D Billy: I'm alright of cos. Thanks! Clement: I'm not going to turn les. ah dang, I learnt when it hurts. So worth it! Jasmine: Hey girl, stay sweet too! :D Jaarvis: Mr chan said, shorter pple have higher brain density. So i guess, he's refering to me! Aaron: You can see? I thought you were sleeping the whole day? :P Vera: I'm happy darling. I love the life I'm having now and started to get used to it already. :D

2008-04-09T05:29:00.000+08:00

Dearest friends,
Perhaps this post will do all the talking.

We'd broken up already, a couple of weeks ago in case you guys didn't know.
I was sad initiately but don't ask me why you can still see him playing outside.
I mean, we're different. It may takes a shorter time for him to heal.

The 5 hours I waited at the staircase,
I folded don't-know how many hearts.
Eh, anw, I folded each&every one of them, not bought. :/
Well, I was expecting a reply to go home but nah.
People having fun outside right?
Only curiosity kills, so he went back to see.
No, not just him. With his friends. LOL.
I'm such a joker, desperate or whatever you call.
Doing this, makes me feel better, so why not?
& why are you guys calling him jerk? He's not.
Perhaps he doesn't love me, but I know he once likes me.
Whether or not, love or like, a 5 month relationship can't prove anything.
So yeah.
I hope you guys can be a little more sensitive when talking to me.
Because, I don't have ultra super power!
The wound won't just disappear, it needs time to heal.
It hurts so much, I'm kinda numb. lol.

Lastly, sorry. I didn't mention this to some of my close friends.
I'm so sorry.
It's not that I'm leaving you guys out.
I can't face up even till now.
That's why I didn't log in MSN for a whole of 2 weeks.
Give me some more time yeah.
I will prove you double! :D

Well well well!

Time to bathe and go and school! :D

2008-04-07T09:01:00.000+08:00

The clock reads 9.03am now.
I'm used to waking up early nowadays.
Teehee.
I've got tuition shortly after typing this post and off for lunch with bro at.. some restaurant which he claimed that the food there are superb? HOHOHOHO.
Hmm, sorry for long-time-no-post.
I'm okay luh, just needed some time off.

& During this period of time, really thanks alot my friends.
Thanks Xiu for buying me snacks.
Thanks Vera for that midnight chat yesterday & many many.
Thanks Honey for being the best listening ear ever.
Thanks Eugene for that saturday.
Thanks Sundram& Ardy for helping me out at decision.
Thanks Pam for chatting.
& alot more. (:

The best part in a relationship was not the ups actually.
It was more of when you fall in love and let it go.
Not necessasry it has to be gone forever ; kept it in your heart.
Whether or not people think likewise, do your part & don't regret.

Tags tags tags!
Wann: Thanks thanks!
Jon: I hope its not too late to reply you!
Jaarvis: Kay lor. I know you don't mean, vulgar. :P
Ruby: Heh, thanks thanks. =D
Shihui: Okay, updated luh. :D
Liangqian: It did? hur. =D thanks.
Didi: Miss you too!
Karen: yes yes. Very very very nice! We'll have more of these!

2008-03-27T16:29:00.000+08:00

Just when I ran out of reasons to smile, you will be the one.

2008-03-26T20:42:00.000+08:00

Pig! Bingo. Caught a babi!Darling looked a bit weird below but nvm. I still love her! :D
I'm making it black&white cos.. my panda eyes are god-damn.
This flower Wann folded for me during recess, I drew smileys on it.
& Guess what, I really did smile at my own silly act. :/
Thank you. :D
I'm not that sick you know, just feeling hella emo.
No, not emo. I'm not emo.
It's the weather. Yaya, it makes people emo but I'm not emo.
So no worries everyone. I'm okay. I didn't cry. Sand went in my eyes.
Don't ask me. Heh. :D

2008-03-22T19:24:00.000+08:00

I have recovered like 70% already, so once again, thanks a million everyone!
Sending loads of *loves*

I looked funny, I know. So laugh. Laugh out loud! :D I love my physics teacher to da max yozxzxzxzx!

& There I go, starting all over, preparing for school next week. (:

I do miss out quite a bit these few days!

I love ya boy! Happy 5th!

I was too sick to say this a few days ago.

But now. Yeah yeah. :D

2008-03-20T20:05:00.000+08:00

Hello people! :D
Just woke up from my long long sleep!
Missed school for 2 days already and I swear noone will ever love school more than me now!
My blood test report was out today and I was infected by this virus called, Mycoplasma.
You may be wondering what-the-hell is this virus so, CLICK BELOW!
http://www.imc-healthcare.com/IMC-Clinic_update-Mycoplasma.pdf

Anyway, I'm feeling better already. At least now my fever only came back once a day.
Not to worry and thanks for all your concern!
THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH EVERYONE. (:

2008-03-12T22:11:00.000+08:00

Pictures pictures. :O
It was clear on my comp but when I uploaded them here, not sooo clear. :/
We'd PizzeHut for lunch and fun fun, the monkey did all the talking and hella funny.
For free eye lubricant, I suggested you guys to watch the leap years.
It's touching I swear. To be precise, it really make you tear madly.
& Samuel angangang is watching the same movie as me. Same seating. :/
Such a coincidence mannnnn!

Anyway, I will most probably mug tomoro. Totally pure mugging.

2008-03-12T20:59:00.000+08:00

I wondered what caused the rainy season nowadays. How many activities have to be eliminated because of the fooooooking rain? People can't go outdoors anymore cos thunderstorms are like everywhere. :/

Well well, I can't sleep when there's rain and this explains why I'm here now, typing this post. I planned to wake up at 10am today but god-knows-what-reasons, I was woken up by this loud THUNDER & it kept me all awake. ):

Anyway, Happy birthday KAREN! :D

I feel like singing the chipmunk song! :O

Yeah, I'm finally meeting you.

Yeah, we're having a belated birthday celebration for jess,later.

YEAH YEAH! ^^V

Some kind souls, please buy me the VERONICAS ablum. :/

2008-03-11T08:57:00.000+08:00

Woo. I really love my cam. I swear I will bring you everywhere I go.
Everything became so clear now. :D
Anyway, I didnt upload all of them, just some of my favourite ones.

SCREAM YOUR LUNGS OUT.

I'm going to act like rolling stones. :O
Please don't let me catch you red-handed.
Braces do bite.

Step up 2 was great though I did almost fell asleep.

I love the dance moves & choreography part.

I shall save the details to myself.

2008-03-10T21:44:00.000+08:00

:O :O :O
It's super early ,9.45am ,in the bright & sunny monday morning.
& I have the thought of getting myself a pair of pink skinnies. :O
The colour is like so sweet but I bet it looks weird on me, so perhaps I will stick to the pink shorts. XD YES, I will, most probably.

Shopping spree later, with my dearest dearest bestie.
I will spam many pictures next post cos I'm bringing my camera. No more 2 mega pixels of poor dang w910i's camera. Its 8.1 nikon okay? :D

I shall elaborate what happened yesterday. :/
I went to taper my jeans, $9.
It went all fine, even at the fitting room, the jeans fits nicely.
WHEN, I got home, put on the jeans again, I realised it looked the same as before. :O :O ):
Which means, I'd to send it for alteration again. ):
I bought the jeans for $19.90.
Having it to be altered again, I could get another pair of NEW jeans. ):

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JESSABELLE. xoxoxoxoxxoxoxo

2008-03-08T19:21:00.000+08:00

ACES CAMP II
Financial literacy.
Sexuality Education.
You must be wondering what has this puzzle got to do with SE. Well, it actually means," Eh. Your life is just like a puzzle. " Anyway, Xiu is super cute. kxkxkxkxkx. :P

The weather was super cold, again. Having to tolerate with this temperature for a straight 3 hours, wasn't an easy task. I'm trained now.
Singapore Discovery Centre.
George answered my question! How smart this chip-munk-robort could be. :O
His little finger wriggles!
A glimpse of the food we had. :/
I can't deny, it was expected.
The camp T-shirt didn't catch my attention at first. Its dark green in colour and placed in trash bags. However, I managed to love it somehow afterwards. ;D
Lastly, we had the night celeration which I believed was the best part of the camp. Our class did a mini tinniee performance of changing the lyrics of the song, Jenny, to something relating to school. *ILOVE4HILOVE4H*

The lyrics. (:

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They call us lazy

But we still bo chap

Say how they love us

And then ignore us

Coaches, what’s the problem?

They give us projects

All kena reject

Put up the test dates

And then they change them

Coaches, what’s the problem?

You leave us always so messed up

Everytime you change your mind

(Chorus)First you say you won’t

Then you say you will

You keep on giving more

But we’re not doing all

We’re standing still coaches

You got us on our knees

Coaches, we need your help

We take our own time

To finish homework

Ends up flunking test

Saying we studied

4H, what’s the problem

Keep on slacking all the way (ah.....)

Always pong teng CCA~

(Chorus 2)First you say you won’t

Then you say you will

We keep defying on

Then tio demerit points

We’re standing still, 4H

We’re all are on our knees

4H, we're moving on(oh oh oh)

We're moving on(oh oh oh)

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The other classes did equally well. (:
I enjoyed all of them. XD

& Had a sleepover after dismissal. The bbq was woooooooo. :D
blahblah. blahblah. **
Sorry LAOPOR, Monday!

2008-03-06T18:44:00.000+08:00

I realised I'd been blogging everyday. WOOOO. :D
We went Mount-Faber Safra for bowling today instead.
It was fun except some part. Hmm. Continue reading, if you're curious.

This looked so much like passport photo. *cheese*

Bowling was lovely with girlfriends around. (:
& We had a whale of time chatting with MSLIM.
Everything was pretty much okay until something real amusing happened.
I was holding on to this number 7 ball, as usual, was exerting force before swinging it.
I SWING, SWING.. doing that you know, bowling action.
AH HA. The ball didnt roll down at all, it stucked right at my thumbbbbb. Okay, my thumb is stucked. Hella funny. It was to the extend, I have to go crying, bursting into hell laughters before I could get it off my prettttta fingers. FARNIE~ lol. I'd got superglue on my fingers!

Xiu requested me to modify this picture. & so I did! :D
What a contrasting twist with that, hey-you-owe-me-money-look. LOL!

JENNY JENNY. 4H 4H~~

2008-03-05T18:24:00.000+08:00

Time before assembly really sucks.
Memory card not working & I shall not elaborate more.
I managed to survive through the day with half a red bean bun. So pathetic but well.
I'm going to reap what I sow right? :D
Say byebye to language!
I'm looking forward to the aces camp now. The night celebration :D

2008-03-05T15:08:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday Amanda! :D

There is a short video attached. (:

Emo days are over, finally!
There will be 2 papers tomoro. Chinese MYE and English Mock Exam respectively. Hafta read thru the letter writting format then I shall fall deadly on my bed. Woots. First time in my life, I wrote a 3 pages eassy for geo.
There're many first time ahead. Like first time carrying stacks of books without help. @.@

TOOT.

Time to chill down abit. Holidays ahead! :D

School was pretty fun for me today. We spent most lessons outside classroom but it was hella cold, like north pole! & Kaihwee freaky goosebumps kept me jaw-dropped. Laugh LAUGH LAUGH.
& I wonder who spotted me with that clumsy look. Ya noe I almost miss a step and almost fell flat on the ground. like zzz, you wont see me here anymore if I fell down. LUCKKKKY! BOOKS BOOKS, all because I wanted to clear my desk, the books were piled up to some HEIGHT which totally blocked my view. I can't see the steps, that's why I almost wheeeeeeeeeeeeee.
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2008-03-02T16:30:00.000+08:00

I never felt this way before. After listening to a song, chinese, it get me all so emo. Not the melody. Not the music. The words. The words. damn. ): I hardly touched chinese songs nowadays and just one, managed to killlllll me. You win. aww.
我爱着谁
爱到我有点醉
告诉我你是谁
能够把我让我变不对
你不会累
但我却爱你爱得好累
从没有为了谁
不顾安危付出一切
站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见
只能够靠感觉
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过

2008-03-02T11:40:00.000+08:00

Keep it animated WITH love. :D
Fidgeting with the laptop & got so pissed. ):
I want papaya's songs but lappy for some reasons, can't on. ):
Charger gone. I need my bro!
Prize giving turned out to be expected & expectedly zzz. :/
Songyong said the breezer tasted like soda water.
Kaihwee said the breezer tasted bitter. Bish.

As long as it keeps my tummy warm, I lovelovelovelovelove. :D

& So, I let my mummy signed my progress report.

This time round aren't bad news. 5 subjects met target and A1 for both maths.

If you think that your eyes are playing a trick on you, tell you, I'm serious!

WOOO HOOOO. (:

Now, its time to work doubly hard for Physics and Chemistry.

A pass is not enough. :/

SAJC. awwwwwwwwwwww.

It's leap year. Happy birthday to all those lucky babies!

2008-02-28T21:25:00.000+08:00

Time for a photo spam. :D
I'm actually very very tired now but somehow I've decided to crawl out of my bed and upload this. (:

Pictures with my darling!
It had been some time since we took pictures together! Love love!

Career Exhibition this afternoon.
On the bus, I took many many pictures to kill B-O-R-E-D-O-M.

& Lastly, do spend some time looking at the video.

This is my classmate and his proposal. (:

Like hell damn damn farnie. HOHO.

Prize giving tomoro. May the day filled with EXCITEMENTZXZXZXZXZX!

2008-02-24T13:21:00.000+08:00

I'm not going to tell you which one is before and which one is after.
If you can't see the difference, then that's too bad. :P

Yeah, at least my fringe is not so thick anymore& I get to make new friends as well. Like that blackie blackie So why nottttttttttttttt? (:
Come'on people, let's all go to NK hairworks! :D I got discount cos I member memeber. Tsk tsk.

2008-02-22T23:00:00.000+08:00

PEOPLE DON'T MISS ME ANYMORE. No tags. ):

Tsk. Anyway, it's finally the end of the weeeeeek!

You'll not be seeing my face this entry. happy happy?

BAHBAH BOO. I'M CUTTING MY HAIR TOMOROZXZXZXZXZXZXZ!

P.S: I'm not going to miss you guys cos you don't miss me. =PPPPPP

2008-02-19T16:32:00.000+08:00

CRAP.
When it reaches the maximum height, it falls with the greatest impact.

2008-02-18T10:21:00.000+08:00

13FEB,14FEB,15FEB which are REN RI, VALENTINE'S DAY & Total defence day respectively.
HAPPPPPY BIRTHDAY EUGENE HO! Birthday on the day we had to go to the field. :/

My hair looks very weird here& the baby fats. DANG.
My boyfriend is definitely sweeter than my dad! =P Lol. These roses were from my dad, for my mum of cos. :DI love you all, especially you you! :D
& sorry pam! ):

2008-02-11T13:32:00.000+08:00

I'm currently browsing through the converse website && SERIOUSLY I wanted a new pair offffff sneakers. Like dang I got 15 pairs of shoes at home already, mummy is going to screw screw screw me me me if I'd a 16th. ):

+ The temptation of using angpao money to buy is even greater each day. :/

2008-02-11T11:20:00.000+08:00

This is how I spent the 4th day of CNY ; A visit to form coach's house.It looked like honey is wearing skinnys, but I'm telling you, SHE IS NOT. =P
I swear he's cute like !#$!%
Well, I have never seen any 3 year old being NOT ADORABLE cos it would be pathetic if the only chance in your life people do play with you&stuff, you are not noticeable.

He is the center of attention cos he is 3x cuter!

TATA. RASHES ON THIS FESTIVE SEASON. :/

Sleepover yesterday was drowning me with sleeping pills constantly & I'm sleeping right away after THIS, THESE.

2008-02-08T21:51:00.000+08:00

At this particular moment, boredom kills me. So here goes the pictures.
Don't complain. Its just 2 mega pixels.
& Definitely not in chronological order.
Pooty tooty.
This year was certainly different yet hum-drum. how contrasting you may say. :/
Kay kay, nevertheless, I managed to keep my eyes open. :D

Need not mention about the celebration cos it goes the same to everyone so why bother to type it out here? (:

Anyway, 5 days of holidays! I'm left with another 50 hours.

2008-02-06T15:51:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

Opps! I'm uploading all those pictures taken super long ago cos next post is a guarantee-photo-spam! :D

2008-02-02T22:27:00.000+08:00

I DON'T SEE WHY THERE IS A NEED FOR GV TO INCREASE THE MOVIE TICKET PRICE TO $10.50. ):

I MISSSZXZXZXZXZXZXZXZXZX spending time watching teevee& looking up at the ceiling when there is no restrictions.

2008-01-31T19:24:00.000+08:00

The 2 RJC students who came to our school for the talk kept my jaw dropping. Seriously, they are way better than expected. NO KIDDDDDS.

CNY. CNY. CNY. GONG XI FA CAI. HONG BAO NA LAI.

Here we are, at the cross road once again.

2008-01-25T16:34:00.000+08:00

You know what makes school a special place? MY FRIENDS. (:

Today, last year, I would be spending my time alone, walking to the bus-stop after school. All these while ,school had been a mere place just for studying. Now, I made many true friends. Seriously, alot. (: Like myyyyyyyy honey! xiuuuuuu! sisiiiiiiii! shellla and more more more. ^^

The burden of O's somewhat became lesser when I'm with them. ^^

Well, it's weekend tmr! wooots. :D

2008-01-24T20:23:00.000+08:00

O LEVEL RESULTS!
TATA, I'm not here to announce the results but just to say I think our school did pretty well. (:
Next year, today, I will be getting mine. @.@

2008-01-19T18:11:00.000+08:00

I love 4H truck loads! (:

2008-01-14T20:28:00.000+08:00

HEHE.

I love my laopor! (:

This blog is not dead yet. ^^

Tags:

Mingshen: WHERE IS MY PIG? =P of cos i rmb. haha

Khengleng: bleah. no more new blogggg link. =P

2008-01-10T18:18:00.000+08:00

This shan't be my frequent-updated blog anymore.
The new link will only be given to close friends or at least those who bothered to ask.

So, all the things posted here will be boring? predictable?
Trust was given but misplaced.
wooooooots.
Btw, it's not going to be dead yet.
TATA PEOPLE.

2008-01-09T20:23:00.000+08:00

Helloooo peopleeeeexzxzxzozozozo!

How do you pronouce relent? Re-Lent or Rel~lent. lol.
Anyway, Sec 4's life was real tough with tons of stress pressing you down. BUT, you will tend to see the beauty of the world! woooooots!

Our classroom is getting a hollywooooooood style deco. Damn, it's going to be coool!

I'm here to reply tags btw. :D

Tags:
Shella: woooots more to work on for hollywood!
Simin: food food, please! (:
Aaron: yes old man. =D
Wanyi: thanks and i still owe you $$!
Ruby: no prob! hope you enjoyed school too. ^^

2008-01-07T19:41:00.000+08:00

She's the most beautiful woman in my life. =P

The amaths test was okay to me though I have to wave goodbye to 23 marks.

Thanks for everyone's concern.

I doubt I will be replying tags because I AM FREAKING TIRED FOR BEING TORTURED IN SCHOOOOL TODAY. FATIGUE LEVEL, out of control.

2008-01-07T15:43:00.000+08:00

If you wanna hear my rantings, scroll down, if not stop reading now.

I'm not confident at all now and a test tmr is totally out of the question. A1? I doubt so.
Graphs and trigo which occupy the most marks, I can't doooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. It's not that I didn't practise enough but those basic topics like log,alpha,partial fraction etc etc took me 2 months to get the heck of it and now i got NO time for trigo and graphs. I hate it loads when I know this topic and I forgot about the other one. If the test is just for myself, yea its okay. HELL NOT. My parents wanted to seeeeee improvement. They wanted me tooooo score something like 60/100 at least? damn. 17/80 marks in the FYE paper are graphs and trigo. I'm left with 63 marks and I cant guaranteeeee that I will be able to do all the questions. GOD. saveeeee me. I dont expect much, just a pass please. The person I needed the most now, isnt there for me. I hate this seriously, when people put high hopes on you and you literally dont feel the same way.
I'M NOT GOING TO DO ANYMORE QUESTIONS NOW. FAIL OR NOT, YOU DECIDE FOR ME.